Routined nights of wild imaginations filled blanks to each significant post.

i_justscreamed @ 2009-10-12T15:24:00

2009-10-12T07:29:51Z

Bye to livej.
Hi to onsugar!!

http://cherryxnovelties.onsugar.com/
p.s dhirah, fiqah!! hurry lets start following(:

i_justscreamed @ 2009-09-21T15:40:00

2009-09-21T07:51:10Z

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i_justscreamed @ 2009-09-21T15:01:00

2009-09-21T07:06:57Z

(via dirtylittlestylewhore)

in no particular order

2009-09-07T18:18:43Z

Eyeliner, cigarettes and strawberry-blonde hair

birthday boy lover

2009-07-29T04:58:45Z

I'd really like to tell you i have a nice little place with a white picket fence and flowers in the garden.
Close the curtains, kill the lights.

But i must confess, i'm in love with my own sins

2009-07-29T04:41:47Z

sue my nenehpokto helped me trim my eyebrowws hehehe look at it now! and yes, we baked cookies and cupcakes. thanks mofos you guys are like my saviourss(: it was so funn, sue i dnt mind gg ure house again although its so fcking far. bp to pasir ris is no joke.

the odds of things ever being quite right again are clearly, completely, not in my favour.

2009-07-22T16:31:42Z

fcking hell fcking hell fcking hell
why do i always end up making stupid idiotic bad wrong decisions!? why why why.
it feels like shit, it feels so fckd up. and its a pretty great shock to me physically and mentally.
i didn't want to cry but i can't help it):

thank you for everything, me luvv you many many.

& when I thought monday couldn't get any worse

2009-07-20T16:09:54Z

Have you ever feel so much, think too much that your heart feels so heavy and you really want those tears to roll down your cheeks but they just don't? I hope you know that this has nothing to do with you.
It's personal, Myself and I.

Tell me everything's going to be all right.

remember what you told me

2009-07-15T17:10:44Z

hi
I miss you
I want you
I need you
I love you

fcking sleepy now, and i think sextensionxz is fawesome. Though its 50$ and can only last for about 2 months, it's worth it to me of course. wabbit & weindeeer <3 the sextensionxzzz.
Okk seriously money is depleting and i opened a new bank account i don't really know why.
After 28th July, my bank will be desert low):
fbrain is dead i dnt knw wht to get for k birthday, still got like one or two weeks more!

I hate this part xx

2009-07-08T16:30:46Z

Information overload,
situation lost control.

uno do' tres cuatro

2009-06-29T17:17:11Z

I miss my short fringe): <333 WABBIT&WEINDEER!

My fringe now is getting longer and longer and i am so tempted to just take a pair of SCISSORS and cut it short myself! I want to dye my hair strawberry blonde heheh the name sounds so awesome, like its interesting that if someone asked whts my hair color and i'll tell them, oh its strawberry blonde leh! hahah ok fck wht am i thinking?! Like a week bck, i dyed my hair dark chestnut. hahah sounds cool also ah and thr's a tinge of like red, quite nice ah so i don't knw to change color again or not?

so so so so
Should i?

we could talk all day

2009-06-21T17:32:42Z

need to lose weight
need to lose weight
need to lose weight

need to slim down
need to slim down
need to slim down

need to, need to, need to!

cuz im being taken over by the fear

2009-06-18T03:14:08Z

I feel that when i needed you the most even for the stupidest reasons, still you weren't there for me.

cause they are more distressed

2009-06-17T16:15:04Z

REVENGE OF THE TITANS:
FLEA TITAN II
Location: 7 Mount Sophia
Dates: 27th and 28th June 2009 ( Saturday and Sunday)
Time: 2pm-8pm
Number of vendors: 270

yesssssss kidz, pls come support shamyn and i. we're setting up a stall selling our stuffs on 28th june only!!
and i've gt vehhhh sad news, i can't stop complaining to kadey that my laptop crashed last night. im so glad my brother allowed me to use his if not i'd sincerely say i may not survive the night ballz. hehehe i went for a ride on the singaporeflyer today with my family, ehhh its damn cool ah sia my brother was like so terrified because he's afraid of heights hahah timid boy.

last wednesday and today, i went jb with my chinese chinks friendzx. jb is cheapshit ah, but even so i always don't have enough money to buy my stuffs.

and today, after almost 9teen years of my life and my brother's only that we realised our father's hidden secretz and we thought our lives were somewhat unfair until we are given some ah sia. its a secretz, me cant tell you what.

TELL ME ABOUT LOVE

2009-06-15T06:54:18Z

Bohhhhh teaaa i miss you, whn u wanna meet for breaks? and lets go on a date(:

heh heh heh changed my layout, and all thx to shamynnnn <33333!
& later she's coming dwn to wdlands to meet ziff and I, missss her much. Msn is being a bxtch now, must be the school network's fault. There's UnderstandingTest later after school and its on one of the hardest module; shitznehxz.

Class\ so boringgggg and seriously i need a fcking job

what i mean to say

2009-06-14T15:40:20Z

I swear swear swear to go on a diet starting monday, I read up this page at some magazine about a seven days detox diet and
I am so gna try it. wish me luck by nxt wk hopefully i'll be 5kg less(((((:
heheheh.

keep warm my dear, keep dry

2009-06-05T05:48:38Z

I just need 3, 3 of you, the best ones to complete me now whom will stay forever, last forever and can grow old togethr.
Apparently I can never find all 3 of you, of late. I had more during those younger innocent days but as time passed, all of you, most of you, just come and go.
Sometimes I just feel like I need you so much but you were never there for me. So tell me, will you be there for me? always. I looked back and realised that my life lacks satisfaction. I know what I want and what I need but do you, do you even care?

I know it isnt enough

2009-05-15T19:34:57Z

Before you turned me away
Tell me a little more, because now it seems that I have done wrong.

I'll see you next sunday

2009-05-09T18:28:20Z

Recent pictures we took at PASIR RIS! We all had arnolds chicken, played some cards and drank finished my chivas.

What's with birdshits and me this year!? today some bird dropped its poop on my head, i tell you my HEAD. Why didn't it landed on kadir, why me? I just don't get it, kadir said its karma. fckanehbei seriously ah, tmrw i want to go sgpools buy 4d ah. stupid idiot bird kmuahxzbye

P.s. Zouk flea and easy tomorrow kidz!!!

(:

you learn head over feet

2009-05-07T05:47:08Z

You kind of hurt my feelings, you will never know.
I'll not let you know, it might just end up hurting you, I don't want to hurt you.

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm short but I'm healthy
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty

Its all these weird emotions that I'm feeling now is killing me and I think I am thinking a little too much.
A little too much for me to handle, I need someone to talk to but I can never tell anyone. Maybe I sould just sleep it off and it would all be forgotten.
I found a song that pretty much sums up everything, apparently it's one of my favourites. kbyew

you learn head over feet

2009-05-05T07:57:01Z

time for some livejournaling, i don't really have much to say but i have lots of picturessss all in facebook.
view it there okay(: heh heh heh.

Im in class now, i tell you lessons are so goddamn boring. luckily adam's in my team, heh i helped him plucked like four white hairstrands. liverpool vs ncastle on sunday at chijmes! Inside harry's bar was all the hardcore livpool fans, kadir is one of them. me is man utd fan(:

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p.s i want to watch boys over flowers!! cute cute korean boys - winks.

frou frou

2009-04-29T05:14:51Z

I miss my livejournal, ok I swear to myself I am gna update it sooon.

chasing pavements

2009-04-06T19:20:43Z

I'm falling even more in love with you
and even though its moving forward
there's just the right amount of awkward
take it slow, take it easy on me baby.

And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
that I could do to let you know that I love you.

and I think I'll want to be alone

2009-03-31T16:18:09Z

Why don't you call? Don't you miss me at all?
Is it because I don't belong to you?

girls, and they don't make sense. not.

2009-03-20T20:12:46Z

hahah I hope you see this, take a good look at it. so cuteee ahh this picture.
And playing Texas poker at facebook rocks xxinfinity. from rookie of just having one star, I got the title big dog of four stars in just an hour.
power ah. 20k over chips, I getting goood at it.

Oh a few days ago, at orchard some fuckaneh bird dropped its shit on me. so smelly and disgusting, stupid bird. I almost cried because I touched it. Is it me lucky or me unlucky?
I got promoted to year two baby. E44D, my new-class.
School's starting in a month's time. haiyahhhhhhh):

p.s I want to get a kate spade organiser. I just feel like it, the red one I saw at HK.