(via dirtylittlestylewhore)

I'd really like to tell you i have a nice little place with a white picket fence and flowers in the garden.
Close the curtains, kill the lights.

sue my nenehpokto helped me trim my eyebrowws hehehe look at it now! and yes, we baked cookies and cupcakes. thanks mofos you guys are like my saviourss(: it was so funn, sue i dnt mind gg ure house again although its so fcking far. bp to pasir ris is no joke.

Have you ever feel so much, think too much that your heart feels so heavy and you really want those tears to roll down your cheeks but they just don't? I hope you know that this has nothing to do with you.
It's personal, Myself and I.

Tell me everything's going to be all right.

 

hi
I miss you
I want you
I need you
I love you

fcking sleepy now, and i think sextensionxz is fawesome. Though its 50$ and can only last for about 2 months, it's worth it to me of course. wabbit & weindeeer <3 the sextensionxzzz.
Okk seriously money is depleting and i opened a new bank account i don't really know why.
After 28th July, my bank will be desert low): 
fbrain is dead i dnt knw wht to get for k birthday, still got like one or two weeks more!

 

     Information overload,
                                             situation lost control.

I miss my short fringe):  <333 WABBIT&WEINDEER!

My fringe now is getting longer and longer and i am so tempted to just take a pair of SCISSORS and cut it short myself! I want to dye my hair strawberry blonde heheh the name sounds so awesome, like its interesting that if someone asked whts my hair color and i'll tell them, oh its strawberry blonde leh! hahah ok fck wht am i thinking?! Like a week bck, i dyed my hair dark chestnut. hahah sounds cool also ah and thr's a tinge of like red, quite nice ah so i don't knw to change color again or not?

so so so so
Should i?

I feel that when i needed you the most even for the stupidest reasons, still you weren't there for me.

Bohhhhh teaaa i miss you, whn u wanna meet for breaks? and lets go on a date(:

heh heh heh changed my layout, and all thx to shamynnnn <33333!
& later she's coming dwn to wdlands to meet ziff and I, missss her much. Msn is being a bxtch now, must be the school network's fault. There's UnderstandingTest later after school and its on one of the hardest module; shitznehxz.

Class\ so boringgggg and seriously i need a fcking job

I swear swear swear to go on a diet starting monday, I read up this page at some magazine about a seven days detox diet and
I am so gna try it. wish me luck by nxt wk hopefully i'll be 5kg less(((((:
heheheh.

I just need 3, 3 of you, the best ones to complete me now whom will stay forever, last forever and can grow old togethr.
Apparently I can never find all 3 of you, of late. I had more during those younger innocent days but as time passed, all of you, most of you, just come and go.
Sometimes I just feel like I need you so much but you were never there for me. So tell me, will you be there for me? always. I looked back and realised that my life lacks satisfaction. I know what I want and what I need but do you, do you even care?

 

You kind of hurt my feelings, you will never know.
I'll not let you know, it might just end up hurting you, I don't want to hurt you.

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm short but I'm healthy
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty

Its all these weird emotions that I'm feeling now is killing me and I think I am thinking a little too much.
A little too much for me to handle, I need someone to talk to but I can never tell anyone. Maybe I sould just sleep it off and it would all be forgotten.
I found a song that pretty much sums up everything, apparently it's one of my favourites. kbyew